Home

It's late at night.  Something in me moves.  It's a strange combination of anxiety and nerves. I stare at the canvas before me.

Why am I nervous?

I center myself.  Breathe in and out.  

I want to go home. I want to go home.

I look around.  I am home.  I'm in my studio, at home.

I want to go home.  Please, I want to go home.

It's a feeling I can't shake, it's haunted me for awhile now.  I'm too afraid to a admit that home isn't a here and now, it's a time and place, maybe even a person.

I want to go home.

Pomegranate

Sometimes I wonder how I got here.  Art shows and whatnot.  When did this become who I am and something I do?  Spending all my days painting.  

I don't even recognise myself anymore.  I wear the same clothes, sleep in the same bed, but am not the same.

I feel as though who I am now is just a skin to the person underneath.  

Fashion People

Hey yo, don't look left but...Fashion Caesar.  

Where?!?!

I said don't look left!!! 

I didn't and he's not there!

Girl, I can't even right now...I could've hallucinated him, but that shit is still on his upper lip so no.

I'm so mad you didn't have a moment, but you have one in the café! 

It was the coffee, you know Fashion Caesar loves coffee, and see through white shirts.

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You look devastated!!! What's the matter?

I am devastated.  Soooo devastated

We'll talk later

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Did you see that Missoni chick hop out the van?!?!?! She got so mad because they were waiting for so long!!!

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That male model with the Afro...someone needs to tell him that yes it's called a RUNWAY, but try to think of it more as a plane runway, not an actual path to run on! I almost caught whiplash trying to see what he was wearing!

Fashion people.  We'd like to do nothing but gossip about the somebody's that we used to know, kinda know and wish we knew better.  

Find me

Find me in the part of the sky where my sun rises and your sun sets.

Find me in that moment where two souls connect.

Find me in the glances where love blooms, 

Find me where the sun becomes the moon.

Find me.