Drugs, Dragons and Duff

I was woozy from the vape hits and the Tylenol with Codeine.  I felt miserable mentally but my cramps were gone.  Floating around in my head made me feel like a mermaid in my own mental sea. This wasn't the time for floating though, my final was in 2 hours and floaty me hadn't cracked a book all semester.  I floated by on sheer panache and everyone loved yet hated me for it.  

Doesn't matter anyways.  I'm just here floating by.  Floating in a mental sea.  The world hustle and bustling by.  I can't believe I grew up for this.  

Class.  I hadn't given a shit about class since him.  But then, even then I didn't so much care about the classes, I cared about him.  Truthfully, I missed him then, and floaty me misses him more.  Shit, I'm a total mess. A fucking Bridesheady mess.  My parents are pretending they're still married and my life is an empty meaningless mess.